If you really knew me . .

Victoria Noelle is my name. I'm 17, obviously in highschool. All i need out of people is to not waste my time, dont fill me upwith your lies and immaturity i ll tell you the truth and you tell me the truth and everything else will feel good.

I have a boyfriend, I have friends and i love all of them. I have a very hard time trusting anyone so many people think that i am being a i guess bitch but honestly i cant break that wall thats been up for awhile no one has yet to pass that wall to find whats truley there waiting . . me.

I dont know what i want to be when i grow up, even though i am growing up faster and faster these days i am scared to actually really grow up i am not ready for the real world yet !

California please save me?

This is my True home with my True friend. After college, watch out Cali baby cause were going all out <3 2014 hurry!

You know what to do.

I love reading peoples blogs or facebooks and they talk about their jobs and life and what they know and want to be when they grow up. It suprises me because they know exactly what they are doing with themselves, me? I don’t have a clue.

Sleep is goood.

Sleep is good when your tried, angry, sad/crying, high or drunk. It solves everything you think that after getting off the phone with your boyfriend, fighting for 3 hours striaght you think you ll never forget or forgive him but after you fall asleep and wake up you can’t remember how you felt the night before its like it was never there its the best feeling.

Ehh growing up to fast . .

I want to be a event planner, i want to make somthing that has been corrupted and make it into somthing beautiful and delicate and i think this would be perfect for me maybe even start my own company . . ugh then i would have to goto business school boring ehh. WHAT TO DO !

 This. . is beautiful

 This. . is beautiful

Beautiful?

 

–adjective

 1. having beauty; having qualities that give great pleasure or satisfaction to see, hear, think about, etc.; delighting the senses or mind: a beautiful dress; a beautiful speech.

Everybody has a different definition of beauty, beautiful. Mine? Somthing beautiful is when i look at somthing and i cant look away it makes me smile without even realizing it, makes me want to take a picture of it and remember it forever never wanting to forget about it. Beautiful is everything i wish and desire to be. . 

I need what the world can’t give me.

“Heaven At Nite”

Have you ever been to heaven at nite (heaven at nite)
Have you ever been to heaven at nite

Heaven at nite

Have you ever been to heaven at night?
Closing your eyes the feeling’s so right
At first you might see this one bright beam of light
Clutching your soul to the toll like the bright
Happy unites and feelings take flight
Blind to the evils you give them no sight
Focus on floating, your focus is tight
Like you rewrote an essay for a class;
You passing tonight
Have you ever seen the ending so nice?
You feel so free like you’re high as a kite
Like how you feel if you drink some bud light
Followed by Jag
Models will smile then tilt their heads back
These are a few of the visions I like
Mixed in with light, these are my favorites to dream in the night
This is my heaven at nite

Have you ever been to heaven at nite (heaven at night)?
Heaven at nite (heaven at nite)
Oh have you ever been to heaven at nite (heaven at nite)?
Heaven at nite (heaven at nite)

Man
Oh, I need what the world can’t give me (can’t give me)
Can’t give me
Man
Oh, I see what the world can’t show me (can’t show me)
Can’t show me
God
Oh, I lack what the world can’t give me (can’t give me)
Can’t give me
God
Oh, I sing but the world can’t hear me (can’t hear me)
Can’t hear me

Heaven at nite
Heaven at nite

Have you ever been to heaven at nite (heaven at nite)?
Heaven at nite
Oh, have you ever been to heaven at nite?
Heaven at nite